Of 60 old posts

I haven’t posted in a long while…I never thought it was possible but well, I continued to write.

I wrote in the depth of my darkness. I wrote when I had Eureka! Moments!

I wrote when I was happy! When I was depressed! When I was bitter! Ecstatic!

And now I have all these posts that I want to filter before I put up.

Some of them are really dark, others are really light, but all of it is me.

I wrote about finding myself and the fear of not knowing who I was.

I wrote retrospectively. I wrote about sex. I wrote about: love, Grief, Fear, Lust, Confidence, Being timid.

All of it, me.

It’s amazing how many emotions you can go through in a single day, and you can only imagine how many of those you can go through in eight weeks.

I’m an emotional blogger.

I’m not going to blog about politics, war, high fuel prices, The Law,… not because I don’t notice, or because I don’t have an opinion. On the contrary! I’m thoroughly opinionated. I just prefer to listen to other people’s opinions, before I express my opinion. It saves you a lot of energy.

M likes to say, the point of an argument is not to argue for the sake of it! You are after all not a mindless robot! The point of an argument is to win! So I like to evaluate my situation, first J

I’m an emotional blogger. It’s me. Cinnamon!

M also likes to say, that to talk about things like e.g. Sex, is some of the easiest writing you ever do. The logic behind that is, that it takes little to fire up the imagination of the reader. I wonder if that’s what she also thinks about the kind of writing I do…

I think it’s very personal. It’s inviting someone to share your sexual experience.

To put it in context, I’m a big fan of PDA! And Lord knows I’ve had my share of naughty moments in public places but you may never get to see that on this blog!(Never say never!) J

We have a lot of emotional catching up to do, S could write a book I’m sure! But this is a good start J