Starry eyed girl :)

This week i've had a spring in my step,..heart in my laughter,..joy in my eyes,.. and a glow i've heard :)

Not that i disagree,.:)

Every morning i'm glad that i wake up with B on my mind and i have someone to thank God for in that regard.

This was dare week.
Basically, because we have such varied timetables, we had to meet everyday this week.
Needless to say we didn't do to badly,..twice in 4 days :)
That's more than it usually is :)

Today we were supposed to double. With L and Al. We need couple friends. Not really, but i think it would be cool to have a couple to hang out with occasionally.
And i knew when i found all that conspiracy material on Al's laptop that we had found them:)
And then this morning,..actually just now,..it occured to me that both B and Al's dad's work n the same capacity in different parts of the country though.

Sooo,..anyhow,...Al's dad showed and Al is consequently disposed for the afternoon.
L is sad about it.
She was looking forward to this. but she says we should go ice-skating next week.
I'll float that idea to B and see what he thinks?
I think the shooting range would be MUCH cooler but then again,..that's just me :)

Oh yeah,..i've lost direction-ish.

So,..where was i?
Talking about B!
B is such a sweetie, yesterday he suprised me,..and no i was not expecting it :)
He came to school and brought me cake :)
More like he brought "water" and cake :)

We had fun.
I had fun.
Of late all i want to do is spend all my time with him.

He's so very thoughtful and sweet,..*sigh*
I'm not finishing my thoughts, am i?

I'm falling in love.
I know you're probably wondering huh?

I say i'm falling in love because, even though i love B, and when we hooked up we were on a high from the funeral,..(and yes i know how that sounds!)
it never really settled.
But now,..it's settled and comfortable.
Not comfortable in a boring kind of way,..but in a my heart longs for him all the time kind of way :)

It's not really a scary place to be because I've never been the type to be afraid to fall deeply and with all my heart, to give myself towtally to something.
I thought it would be scarier. Especially because i do over-think things sometimes,..

ANyway,...FAST FOWARD to now.
I'm falling in love and it feels great!

I love the tingle in my feet.
The butterflies in my stomach.
The constant smile and now that the dimples are here mostly permanently :)

*joy*