I'd rather be anything but ordinary,..
-Avril Lavigne
:) I can relate to the laughing myself to sleep. I'm a bit weird like that.
I laugh myself to sleep, cry myself to sleep, dream myself to sleep..
These days however i have found myself at the mercy of my body (nothing worse btw)
No appetite and consequently exhaustion, nose-bleeds,..
Not to be blonde but i'm pretty sure that the medical suveniours the folks kept from my childhood operation were adenoids so nw my sinuses don't swell, which is what caused my nose-bleeds, but they'r back now,..tsk.tsk.
Oh yes, where was i,..
Mercy of my body.
Now i'm too hot to sleep. I've dropped my towel in cold water and laid it on me, but oh no! I'm still hot! Even the towel is now hot!
I shld get checked for a fever or something.
And somehow in the midst of this discomfort there's a little part of me that thinks its kinda great because all that letting go of my regimens will recieve painful but essentially effortless remedies,i.e. Dietless weightloss, esp. Because i don't have an appetite anyway :)
Insomnia is my latest symptom. Exhausted, hot, no appetite, nose-bleeds, nausea, now...INSOMNIA!
All i can do is be but sorry for all those who'll encounter me today. I'll probably look DEADest!
The strangest thing is that the sicker i get, the more positive i get! I'm such a happy person when sick it's amazing!
Opposites really do attract.
But i really should get back to working out.
The hips and thighs are getting, forget getting, they are already loose and flabby, and it took me a year of jogging for half an hr everyday to get any tone into them! I'm so done for..
Oh well,..maybe i'll start as soon as the sun comes up today before court. If i have the energy. :)
I wabble.
All my love,
Cinnamon.
No comments:
Post a Comment