Saturday, 12 March 2011

Angry, and not well thought out.

I hate you!
You're supposed to be my friend.
And that means that you should have my best interests at heart.
I hate you.

I hate that you mocked me today.
I hate that you made me feel stupid for the decision i made.
It was mine to make and i'm suffering the consequences.
It was never your call.

I hate you.
I hate that i feel that you jinxed this.
I hate that you wished death upon me,
and that when it came calling, i wasn't strong enough to fight.

I hate you.
I hate what you did to her.
What you did to them.
I guess i must really be a fool to not see past the facade.

I hate you.
I hate that you made her cry.
I hate that you let me cry, and believe that you actually cared.

I hate that i trusted you.
But then again, that's my fault.

I hated you when i met you.
I really did.

But now i hate you even more.

Somewhere along the line, i thought to give you space to be who you needed to be.

But now, i know to trust my instincts.

You're an ass.

A big fat red baboon butt!

I hate you.

You hurt me.

I've been civil long enough.
I've been polite.
I've smiled.
I've been welcoming and non judgemental.
But now,..

i'm mad.
I hate you.
I wish the ground  would pick up and swallow you up.
Or some sort of Tsunami.
Wipe out every trace of you.
Every memory of you.

You took advantage of her, and when you were done, you left her out in the cold.

I hate you.
I really do.

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